Thursday, December 27th, 2012
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9:43 pm - Kind of Friends only
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I post a lot of friend's only stuff.
So if you want to read some of the more personal stuff leave a comment. Come on... I know you're nosy!
There's just some things I don't want certain people to read... know what i mean?
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Sunday, November 22nd, 2009
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3:03 pm - junk
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Now we know that most women don't have junk down there like men do...
But I just dropped the corner of my laptop on my crotch and it hit a bone.
And it hurt.
So F U guys for babying your junk and getting upset when we accidentally bump or knee it when we're cuddling or sleeping. And I've been told that blue balls is a myth.
Either way, they can't argue with childbirth.
I'm done.
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Tuesday, October 20th, 2009
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11:20 pm - wow
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I have done nothing today.
I have a feeling I will have a hard time sleeping now from eating junk food and watching TV all night.
Oops.
At least I have to go to the gym tomorrow for personal training...
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Thursday, October 15th, 2009
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10:35 pm - por favor
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Hey kids.
When will I get used to the road noise??
Damn it my house is great. There's just the road noise that makes me feel like an idiot...
I'm mad at myself...
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Tuesday, October 13th, 2009
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10:27 pm - Lollerskates
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10:27 pm - Lollerskates
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Saturday, October 10th, 2009
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2:13 pm - kick my ass please
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WILL SOMEONE PLEASE COME HERE AND MAKE ME WORK????
I need a major kick in the ass before it comes as a bad grade or flat out failing my classes!!!!!!!!1
AHHHHHH!!!
This will not be me...
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Tuesday, October 6th, 2009
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5:40 pm - selfish
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James goes out of his way to do a lot of things for me.
I guess I write about the bad things that happen and not enough about the good.
He was on his way home and turned around to pick up Buffalo Wild Wings for me.
I need to be less selfish and do more things like that for him instead of being lazy.
My new assistant at school got bitchy with me today. I really felt like retaliating, but I know if I'm a bitch she'll want to work for me even less and she doesn't get paid much...
It was because she felt like I was asking "are you ok?" too much. And yes I do that... but I think I'm pretty sensitive to people like that. So I just won't ask her at all now unless she's in tears or something. I'll tell her what to do and if she's got a problem she'll tell me. But I'm not doing anything unless she tells me. And I'll be sugary sweet about it too. Because I can.
I'm finding myself saying "IDGAF" a lot in my head at school.
Damn I need to get out of the classroom....
At least my principal is really nice to me right now...
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Sunday, October 4th, 2009
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6:58 pm - Better?
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Well James got me some meds. He had been asleep all day and I didn't trust myself to leave the house with the condition of my stomach. So I feel better except now I'm pissed at James for sleeping for 2 days and not getting anything done except messing with the lawn mower... Again. He had to go to work so I'm alone again.
My being pissed off has made me get my revenge by unpacking his shit that's been sitting around for months and putting it away. Sounds like a weird way to get vengeance? Well it's going to make him feel guilty, and I've been complaining about the house being a mess for a while. It's needed major cleaning for a couple weeks.
So my energy from being pissed and my stomach not hating me is making me clean. It's making me sweat a little too, which I think might be good for getting whatever has been making me miserable out. Spongebob is always good company when I'm sick and alone. It's on all the time. I also want to see the credits for this episode bc squidward dreamed of one of my favorite classical songs but I don't know what it's called.
I will have Britney spears and classical on my iPhone.
I finally got it updated today too so I can send mms. Take that people that got the new iPhone. I don't care about taking video. And getting mms should be a big deal.. Seeing as how I had it on my very first phone years ago... Silly mac people... I'll end this post with a pic of Molly dog. 
The decemberists were amazing on Friday night btw. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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6:58 pm - Better?
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Well James got me some meds. He had been asleep all day and I didn't trust myself to leave the house with the condition of my stomach. So I feel better except now I'm pissed at James for sleeping for 2 days and not getting anything done except messing with the lawn mower... Again. He had to go to work so I'm alone again.
My being pissed off has made me get my revenge by unpacking his shit that's been sitting around for months and putting it away. Sounds like a weird way to get vengeance? Well it's going to make him feel guilty, and I've been complaining about the house being a mess for a while. It's needed major cleaning for a couple weeks.
So my energy from being pissed and my stomach not hating me is making me clean. It's making me sweat a little too, which I think might be good for getting whatever has been making me miserable out. Spongebob is always good company when I'm sick and alone. It's on all the time. I also want to see the credits for this episode bc squidward dreamed of one of my favorite classical songs but I don't know what it's called.
I will have Britney spears and classical on my iPhone.
I finally got it updated today too so I can send mms. Take that people that got the new iPhone. I don't care about taking video. And getting mms should be a big deal.. Seeing as how I had it on my very first phone years ago... Silly mac people... I'll end this post with a pic of Molly dog.
The decemberists were amazing on Friday night btw. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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5:28 pm - dog farts
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My stomach is wonky and the dog keeps farting....
Blech.........
I made myself a breakfast taco earlier. Dumbest thing I've done all week. James is out getting me some meds. Then I'm hoping I'll be able to eat some pizza... I'm craving it...
I loooove one of my online professors for my counseling classes. I only have contact with her through my grades and emails, but she's been very encouraging!
I've also received perfect scores from her and I got an 82 on her test. The really nice thing was that she let comments on the questions I missed so I knew exactly what I didn't understand and needed to go over.
I'm doing well in my other class but she posts kind of bitchy announcements about the quality of writing, which is understandable I guess.
I am still behind on reading and I don't need to get in my normal habit of getting over confident and slacking off. I probably have already...
Stupid stomach. Now it's cramping...
I'm thinking it's some kind of virus... I don't know where I would have gotten food poisoning and James is fine.
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Sunday, September 27th, 2009
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8:01 pm - Career change
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My principal gave me hell last week.
She could have come to me in a much nicer way, instead she threatened to take my job, for the 3rd year in a row. Yeah, it's only a month into school and this is my 3rd year of teaching.
I corrected what she asked me to do. It wasn't hard, and they were things that I needed to do. But she did not have to leave me in tears for the rest of the night. I really hope the special ed director put her in her place a bit about her ability to get rid of me like that. I've always been on good terms with the director and pretty much everyone else except my principal. I don't know.
She has made me feel like shit about myself, and overall I don't think I deserved that. The main problem I had last year was my assistant. And when I tried to tell my principal about it the year before, she brushed it off and then asked about it at the very end of the year. Now maybe if she had listened to me more about my concerns I would have been able to communicate better with her and had less problems. I don't know. This past month is the most involved she's been the past 2 years put together.
It's easy for me to blame my shortcomings on other people and not on myself just getting by and being lazy.
I'm going to try and keep my job for the rest of the year. I will also keep up documentation if she gives me any more crap and submit it to my teacher's union. All my formal observations have been good, especially last year, so the documentation will be in my favor most likely.
It really sucks that I can't trust a principal of an elementary school like that and that she makes me feel like a horrible hopeless case.
So I have been taking school counseling classes to get my masters. After this past week I've decided I'm going to switch it to just counseling. It's what I was planning on doing anyway, getting my school counseling degree and then taking the extra hours to get my lpc. I'm going to skip the school part. I don't think I like teachers very much and from what I've seen, the school counselor does a lot of work for teacher related things. Middle school and high school counselors mainly deal with schedules. I want one on one therapy. I'd rather skip out of summer vacations for a job that I look forward to everyday. I work over the summers anyway and when I wasn't I got in a rut and got depressed....
For some reason I feel drawn to this organization. I drive by it every time I go to the barn. I met a guy at a party that grew up there and was very succesful and said they did cattle drives and stuff like that. I applied there earlier this week after the incident with my principal and they emailed me back at 5am that following morning that they had forwarded it to the HR person. She got back to me letting me know they didn't have any openings but asked for more information about what I wanted to do so she could keep me on file. Those are really good signs right?
I signed up to volunteer there tonight. Then I read through the report and saw some of their numbers of the success of their clients. For some reason it made me start crying.
I feel like there is some reason for me feeling drawn to the organization like this. It's out in the country, it's not federally funded, and so far the communication has been great. It's really only about 20 mins away from me.
So I'm going to try to get my foot in the door there. I'll work my ass off teaching until it comes time for me to get an internship or something better comes along. Even if I stop working at my current school this year, I have connection in other school districts and there are other schools in the district. I don't trust my principal anymore.
I need to mention that I've had perfect scores on all my conseling assignments so far and the test I took today seemed easy. I think this is my thing and what I'm meant to do. This is graduate level stuff and I'm pretty sure it's not a blow off kind of program.
Ok now I need to take another quiz and write a little paper.
Just felt like sharing. I feel like I had a lot of growth this past week.
In the meantime the house is a trainwreck from me being distracted by school and classes. James is awesome and has been doing laundry.
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Sunday, September 6th, 2009
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1:55 pm - Jeebus
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Sunday, August 23rd, 2009
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10:22 pm - PONIES!!!!
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Friday, August 21st, 2009
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10:00 pm - blargh work
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I get so obsessive when something bad happens at work with coworkers.
I have an awesome assistant now. No more bullshit with someone that doesn't respect me.
However, the 2 teachers I'm supposed to be working with are expecting me to babysit their difficult students, and when I said No their attitude changed. I'm also pretty sure I was being lied to about things last year, which resulted in me having to babysit her students so they could have a lunch, even though I didn't take a lunch myself.
So now I'm like... rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Why don't they like me and get along with me??????
RAWR. Why have they created this little unit and only care about me when they want me to do something. Fucking bitches. I hate teachers sometimes!!!!
Then I reminded myself that... hey.... other people come to visit my room and say hi. The speech therapists end up staying in my room all day and only spend the minimum about of time in the other classes.
So screw you bitches! I am going to continue to be nice but I'm not getting walked on. And instead of getting defensive about things, I'm going to use the people above me as the reason why I can't do things for him. For example, I can't babysit one of your difficult kids if the paperwork doesn't have them placed there. FU! Instead today I was like "no I can't my kids are too young". Instead I could have said "well he's on your roll, I can't take him like that, sorry!!"
I'm going to keep being nice. The end....
"Because I'm good enough, I'm smart enough, and dog gone it... people like me"
Word.
I start my school counseling masters program this week. So one more step away from having to deal with drama like this.
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Saturday, August 8th, 2009
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12:21 am - Playing with Google...
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Friday, August 7th, 2009
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10:20 pm - hahahahahaha
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I was watching The Soup and paused it to go get pizza and then left it paused for a while.
It was paused on a shot of the really snarky, fruity kid from american idol and they were talking about paula abdul.
After a few minutes Molly started barking at the TV!!!!!
So I played it and paused it again, this time on Paula Abdul's face. This time Molly walked up to the TV growling and barking and then came over to me when she saw I was laughing.
She got even more upset over Paula than she did over the snarky kid...
hahahahahahaha
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Wednesday, August 5th, 2009
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10:50 pm - bad news
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Jeebus...
Laying around doing nothing is detrimental to me...
I have sooo much studying to do but I feel like I'm glued to the couch.
I feel like poo for no reason, like I need to get up, go run and sweat it off.
But it's too late. It would help if James was here, but he's working again.
I think I'm going to move to the couch in the bedroom to read. It's more comfy. This one is a bit scratchy and not as squishy.
Ugh... I have sooo much reading to do.
I'm going to suck at grad school if I don't get my act together.
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Monday, August 3rd, 2009
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11:40 am - Sad
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The road noise outside my house makes me sad. Especially after falling in love with Boise and my aunts house. Maybe it will be better when I go back to work and I'm not on the couch all day... I'm just going to try to be grateful to have such a great house for a great price.. Apartments kind of suck when it comes to price around here. My electric bill was a third of my parents' so we are good there too... Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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Sunday, August 2nd, 2009
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11:27 am - Continuing my trip, some pics
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Possible tl;dr but I have time to kill. We were in Vegas from Saturday night till Tuesday morning, James flew in on Sunday and left Tuesday.
After that we drove forever in the middle of nowhere to a tiny town in the middle of nowhere. I didn't even have cell service. At one point most of my extended family on both sides of the family lived in this itty bitty town. Now it's mainly my uncle and my grandma on my dads side and my uncle on my moms side.
We had planned on staying 3 nights but ended up staying for 2. My uncle wasn't all that happy about us being there and my grandma can't hear. We celebrated her 97th birthday and then cooked steak the next night and that was it. We sat around and played with my uncles dog most of the time. At one point me and my brother walked to the little diner place and got shakes and cheese tots. There is only one grocery store, a few restaurants and a few shops. There was nothing to do. So we left early to go to Boise and see my moms side of the family. Next part is cut so I don't clog your friends page ( I loved Boise ) Sorry being so long and boring. I felt like sharing and I had to keep myself occupied. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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